Gonna have to get used too it I guess..that’s what I get for giving my heart up and seeing it tore into pieces..guess it was all my fault.. 

• 2007: 17 and pregnant
• 2008: 16 and pregnant
• 2009: 15 and pregnant
• 2010: 14 and pregnant
• 2011: 13 and pregnant
• 2012: 12 and pregnant
• ...
• 2023: fetus and pregnant

I hate feeling so empty. I need to give him space..that’s the only way he’ll be fine. I want to give him everything and apparently..everything was in his face too much. I get attached and stay attached and let everything control.. I can’t keep doing this. He’s mad at me and doesn’t want to talk to me cause I cried last night and only think about myself. I feel like I have no one left.